Thoughts....

After hearing wat Alex told me that day when we were in Mid Valley, I had been thinking a lot. Talking bout that kind of feeling, to be honest I do wish i can feel that feeling now but I know these kind of things can never be rushed or hurried. I do have interest in a person but i know things wouldnt work the way i want if i ever make a move. I just dont know how. Yea maybe like wat Tim said, it's just not the time yet. I feel nice whenever I talk to her but i know tht i wouldnt have any hope becoz of certain reasons. I just lost all the courage to make any moves or maybe just get to know her more. I dunno why.

Erm just an emo post... ignore it.

Boring Day... uh.

aih.. ya la update.. but nowadays seriously dun hv the urge or so called mood to update...
nothing much that had happened these few days... just the normal me.. in college ..going for classes.. playing foosball... and yeah..( my hand is blue black thx to foosball... ) lols... too much of foosball these few weeks... but yeah nth interesting...
today is sunday... and i m stuck at home.. doing nth.. watched a dvd and now i am sleepy. Well i cant be sleeping becoz i guess i havent touch any of my notes.. for a few days alrd. so instead of sleeping i end up facing my Chem notes and the comp .. lets hope i can concentrate yea... haha.
erm Tomorrow is monday again. aih boring and sleepy monday. Class starts at 8 and wat make it worst is that the first class is BIO... but luckily its practical class so ... will be doing experiment instead. My class mates say that on tue there will be chem exam. aih ( well this shows why I am holding my chem notes rite.? haha ) but lets again hope that there is no exam.
Holidays are coming again! hahah.. erm in two weeks time? haha... hols again.. but i think this hols will not be as fun as the past 1 month hols.. this time we only have bout 3 weeks..
2 weeks time for hols.... it also means that 2 weeks time for our exam results.. aih results. How's my result? i duno... aih dun want to think about it.
okay la that probably all i want to say for now...

What's in My Mind Now..

Erm once again its been a long time since the last time i blogged...
Well the main reason why I am blogging now again its because too many things are in my mind now... and i really just feel like letting it out...
The 2nd semester had only just began and I am alrd so stressed up... aih.
The 1st week of this sem is fully filled wif talks on application for university for future studies, for nx year when we finish our A levels. Well to those who alrd have in mind on wat course they are going to study in after A Levels will probably not face much problems now.
But for me... is the other way round. Now is alrd like end of july and its alrd the 2nd sem... , where its the time to decide on which uni to apply for the course you are interested. But me... I dun even have a stand or decision on what course do i want to study in the future..
So without deciding on which course to study, HOW am i suppose to apply to the universities???
I cant make up my mind.... After hearing from so many ppl... I just cant decide on which one i want.
Should I really choose based on what i am most interested in or based on what's best for me in the future??? Will I regret if make a choice based on job opportunities and based on what's best for me in the future?? Will it work well for me? If i ever choose based on what i am interested in ... will i be able to have a good future in that particular field?? aih... wish someone can answer all these and tell me....
Yea another thing is ... the deadline to apply to Oxford and Cambridge is like so fast... I got no idea whether should i rush my time and go apply ... and write my CV and personal statement in hurry just to apply for that..?? or i should just forget bout it and apply for other universities instead?? I am afraid if i will miss out this chance... but its not like i will get it rite... aih. wtv la.. i still cant come out wif an answer..
Kay i know its a bit too stupid to think of this thing now.. when i alrd have so many unsettled questions in my mind... but it just cant get off my mind today.. only today k... i dunno how to use the right word to describe it... but is just that i dunno why i just always cant get the right one.. I seriously dunno. I am not rushing but is just that when i see my friends who are so happy together..there's a feeling..I dunno how to explain it but i guess its understandable.. and is like eventhough i see a person who is nice and maybe some friends of mine who is nice.. i'll end up just saying bout it to like my fren or either i'll jst keep it to myself. Yea not to say that I should act or sumting.. but is just that I just duno how to react or like make a move to get to know the person and even like the person i know a lot ... I'll end up giving up and move on just because i didnt want to know the truth... so wat's wrong wif me?? aih... nvm . This thought shouldnt even come out at the first place...
kay i have to do my work alrd... thats all for tonite..

BirthdayS =)

Okay sorry again for not updating much. :) erm i'll keep this short... write a longer one nx time.. k well my birthday had jst passed and this mean whose one is it now?? haha who else? TUNG... Happy Birthday EMERENE TUNG MAY WAN =) erm wel well... wish u have a happy and fun birthday .. haha it was like yesterday only u wished me and now its my turn.. haha.. cool rite. okay la.. so i see you tomorrow la k? =) May all your wishes come true... and May God bless you a save and wonderful year ahead.. =)

Langkawi Trip !..

Hey ... sorry ppl.. didnt have much time blogging nowadays. haha and i noe a lot of ppl have been complaining that my blog is lack of pictures in it.. haha. Ok ok ppl.. this time i'll upload PICTURES... and dun blame me for late ya... blame yoe! all the pics were wif her .. i just got it today.. so yup.. =)

Here it is =)

The night before the trip I didnt really sleep. I slept like at around 2 plus and have to wake up at 5 in the morning. hmm.. haha was half blur when my clock rang. Everyone was suppose to meet at my house at around 6 plus... if not mistaken. haha and Alex is the first one who reached. He told me the night before that he was going to be late but end up he was the first. Follow on by Yoe and Phoon. haha that phoon sure cant woke up late..

Well, we left our house early and my sis's husband fetched us there. Well the BIGGEST joke was that.. the day before Yoe mistaken our airport.. Smart her. Our airport was suppose to be the Terminal LCCT in KLIA .. but instead of that she told us was the old airport in Subang Jaya.. lol. but we manage to get there also. Had breakfast in Mc D before boarding the plane.

Lexy and Phoon ... Omg Let me warn u .. Never sit in front of ALEX in the Plane.. Or u will suffer.... You dont wanna know.. hahaha

She forced me to take this.. haha ...xD

That's in the plane. The Plane looks okay inside.. =)

Yoe's Dad pick us up in Langkawi's airport and we rent a Sentra i think. Phoon drove. haha and yoe and alex were shouting behind.. ( it wasnt that bad la.. give her chance la ) we manage to reach our hotel safely though.. so counted job done for her.. lol.. thats our hotel..

Look at her.. xD creepy smile.. hehe

What's he doing?? lol...

Psp session... was deciding on where to go.. was playing Metal Slug.. haha

haha.. finally we decided to go to the pool instead of the beach.. ( we chose the pool in Langkawi and not the beach?? ) crazy us.. haha... Sorry there's no pool pic.. Cameras were prohibited from that area.. haha kidding. Just that no one took for us.. There's a bar by the pool.. we ordered some cocktails. It didnt taste nice... Fast forward.. and its dinner time. All of us were starving. We went to the Harbour Park for diner.. the scenery and view there was magnificent during the evening... The yatch there was very nice.. We had barbeque dinner.. And again the dinner was superb.. aha (thx to this tour guide rite xD )

The yatch i was talking about... not only this...

LOok how calm is the water... Honest it looks much nicer in real...

Random one... =)

Okay this is how they serve u.. there are lots kind of food.. Fish, Lamb, Beef, sausages and bla bla... couldnt remember.. u can eat how many you want ..=) that's the fun part.. hahaha erm the meal cost each of us rm 53 each... so total around rm200 plus... but honestly it's worth it... Not kidding.. =) even that hungry alex.. admit it.. haha

An after meal picture =)

Went to the Sunba after that.. Erm the environment wasnt that nice inside.. There was no one inside when we came in.. probably it was too early ... 10pm. .. ordered some drinks.. drank tequila.. but was fine la.. it wasnt dat strong.. played pool.. but unfornately I lost.. -.-

In the bar..... its empty in the bar thats why we could take tis pic.. =)


Camwhoring... I wonder why my shirt shines.. xD

What were we doing?? haha guess? We were imitating the statue on top of us.. That green bag wasnt mine xD Dun ask... haha Phoon's one...

That's probably the end for the first day.. Well I'll just keep it short for the 2nd day.. Went shopping in Kuah Town.. Oh talking bout shopping... Four of us spent around rm700 buying the duty free stuff there.. thats alot.. I din get myself much things as most of my money was used to buy stuff for my parents... sad. K then we went for a road side stall .. Ate cendol, rojak and laksa.. The cendol was nice .. but the wind was nicer.. haha..

Look how they look... It clearly shows they are enjoying themselves.. buying choco ..while cutting a hole in their pocket ... hahaha xD

This is the cendol store... the food is not bad.. Look at our hairs.. haha Flying ..

This was during dinner... had seafood. Crabs, Prawns, Fish, CLamps, Vege.. total rm99 .. cheap isnt it?? the food was quite okay also... worth it worth it... i remember alex ordering 3 bowls of rice also.. haha

This is the drinks we bought back to hotel... Erm it was cheap so we bought it for the games..haha Alex was kinda drunk. He had 5 cups of wine.. becoz we were playing some Indian poker game.. He lost most of the time.. haha pity him. The wine was only rm 28 and it tasted okay =) wats kampai? i have no idea... just some drinks... haha

hahaha.. the consequences of the 5 cups of wine... LOok at him...

Family pic... haha... Last few pics before we leave the Hotel room.... ( what's wif alex horny smile?) =]

Okay... the final few pictures... We went for spa before we left.. not really spa la.. foot reflexology.. haha rm 39 ... for 40 minutes i guess.. a pondan looked guy help me and alex massage...my god.

Whose feet?? hahhaha xD

That's probably the end of the trip... =) This langkawi trip was a really relaxing trip.. we had no rush and we took all our time arranging our activities... And It turn out to be a really successful one.. =) Really looking forward to another one.. and really miss those times =] ... Was totally exhausted back home.. when we were all broke ... We took all the public transport there is in KL just to find our way home... cheapest way home... haha.. kk thats all for today =)

Trips!...

sorry the past few days.. wasnt really free to update .. went to Port Dickson on friday and back on sunday.. Was suppose to come back on saturday to go for Yi May's party.. promised her. But my dad couldnt come to Pd to fetch me back.. so i didnt manage to go for the party and stayed in Pd for another day. PD was fun. Lots of things happened. haha.. Well... lotS... many unpredictable things happened.. haha. Some things didnt turn up well.. but the trip was fun overall. K let me tell in details bout the trip when i get those photos from yoe and jo first ya..

K today i went back to Help to help out CF. We gave out free drinks, bookmarks and also flyers bout CF meeting which is held every Friday. The objective is to promote CF to other students in Help. It turn out to be a successful one. But i had left Help earlier and couldnt help them clean up and pack things up. Sorry ya tung.. erm I went to KLCC today. had to meet my mum there later around 4.30 then met some of my frens from TARC. Swee, Juh Yan, Miow... erm long tme din see them alrd.. except Swee la.. It was fun. I joined them for a movie. HULK. the movie was kinda okay la.. but it was cold in the cinema! haha.. thats probably becoz i m wearing a short pants.. then one incident happened... Inside the cinema there's no line. My mum couldnt get my phone... and that time was around 4.30 alrd. She end up calling all of my frens to ask where i was.. I kinda get scolded when i was out from the cinema... >< erm i didnt noe that in the cinema there's no line.. aih but thats not my fault rite.. aih nvm. It didnt spoil my day yet.. haha...
and yeah! i bought a book.. by Jodi Picoult " The Tenth Circle " it looks interesting.. but i haven start reading it yet.. Tomorrow.. tired today..

That's basically all for today... =) i'll write bout the PD trip in details when i got those pictures ^^

Had a great day today ... haha..

haha.. today went Mid V wif the 3 sakais.. haha.. and watched the Kungfu Panda.. haha. It was super super funny. I am recommending you all to watch.. Honest it was super funny. Wat more if i m sitting right beside the sakai Eunice.. gone.. her laughter is the loudest in the cinema.. haha. But it was super funny. " Master Oogui" i guess that's how u spell it. hahaha.. Guess what is it? haha.. as usual we decide on where to eat for about an hour.. HOUR. haha we will nvr ever come out wif a decision and .. the most common answers among us is " anything " when asked where to eat. haha. Finally we end up at Tony Romas again. Actually who decided it also i dunno.. we just walked and end up in front Tony Romas and coincidence that time they are offering set lunch. so yea we end up there. Sorry la no pics.. then we went for that Kungfu Panda. haha AND one more thing.. We met a man who is Abdul Samad Said according to tung. hahaha. The first time we saw that man is when he is sitting down on one of the benches reading newspaper. haha Tung told us he was A.Samad Said. He was not la. But he looks like him coz of his white long beard. Then guess wat. When we came out from cinema we saw him walking out of the same Cinema.. hahahaha. A.Samad Said watch Kungfu Panda also? hahaha... Probably he is trying to get inspiration from that movie for his next poem? hahaha.. tung.. tung.. hahahaha..
Then we went to Char Chan Teng for tea.. then went bk. It was fun .. long time din see that sakai Eunice also.. still no change.. Still laff and laff non stop.. No wonder her friends plan to make a special device for her that can generate electricity from her laughing.. haha.. Great idea.
There goes one day of my holidays.. Time flies u see.. That sakai have exam so wont be meeting out again soon.. But wish you luck in your exams. Dun get ur scholarship revoked! Good Luck.. =) okay la have to do things alrd.. write again later =) will add a few pics of the Click 5 consert later..