I already made my choice...

This is something different from the previous post.. even though both of it is written on the same day and same time..

I am still thinking bout the post i wrote last time.. the one where i said..

" sometimes it's worth it if you sacrifice for the one you love just for the sake of his/her good. "

yea it is obviously a good thing to do if you're doing it for the sake of his good.. but its really easy to say..
Think about it.. to give up something that you really love.. or something that you might already have in hand.. you just have no choice but to release it.. you have to lie to him/her that you didnt want anything to do with the person anymore but actually in deep in your heart you love that person .. you care about that person.. but yet you just have let it go... so that you wont hurt the person .. so that the person will have a better life.. Is it really worth it letting the person go and let yourself and the person suffer... ? You really wish to tell the person what's actually happening and have the person by your side.. but you just cant do so and so because of that.. time and time you shut him down again and again when the person tries to approach you and to find out what's happening. .... Does it actually worth it?
Or by sharing the pain and the hardships together with the person eventhough knowing that there'll be no future between you two? that you cant give the person happiness in life? By sharing with the person .. you'll not have to suffer the loss of each other.. and probably go thru the pain and problems together? Which way is better?

Is sacrificing yourself for the sake of the person's future a better way or is by sharing all the probs and pain wif the person is a better way? I still couldnt really find my answer on which is better...

but for me... If i ever end up in a situation where I have to make a choice between the either ways ... I already know which way I'll be taking.. and i have no doubt about my choice..

I believe that it doesnt matter whether the length of time that both of you are together is long or short or whether both of you will live long together a not.. the thing that matters the most is the time both of you spent together.. That's most important. The happy moments and all the obstacles that both of you had passed thru together is what matters most. There's no use if both of you spend most of the time together but not being happy. You can never bring away a person .. but you can always bring happy memories that both of you spent together... That's what I always believed.