Frustrated... but glad its all over...

Yea.. the previous post i said i had my exams.. LAN exams and my mocks.. and now its all over.. Just had my Bio and Maths C2 exam today.. kinda relieved that its over but I am frustated at the same time.. I did a very stupid and careless mistake.. Studied for so long and slept only 3 hours just to study for this Bio mock exam but it turn out to be a horrible one..I barely have enuff time finishing it as it is only like 1 hour paper and there's like 9 ques in it.. each ques has its own questions.. Guess what? When teacher began to walk to collect the paper from us.. I was finishing my last sentence for a long question.. and then i realized behind of the ques still got 2 more paper..so i flipped .. I SAW THERE IS A QUESTION 9 behind.. i was like.. OMG! i didnt noe there is another ques behind the last page.. i was still checking over my paper and change the answers without knowing i had not answer finish all the questions.. GOSH. There is no chance of answering adi as she was like standing right in front of my table.. all i could do was just to stare at the question and just hand it over.. aih.. It was like so frustating ... wasting all my time studying and not sleeping just to read bio and ended up like that jsut becoz of my stupid carelessness.. but i admit i was blur and super tired today morning.. the exam was like 8am.. and i slept at 3am and woke up at 6am.. aih.. SO ppl thats the consequences of last minute study..but cant help it la.. I am like that.. k lets talk bout other thing.. I m going to hv my Physics and Chem mock nx week.. gonna die..

Well, what about me... I just shifted to a new house in Taman Bukit Segar Jaya 1. Had been here for like 5 days. Kind of used to it adi. But most of the renovation is not done yet.. so have to live without my living room.. Anyone who lives here pls tell me ya! so i can come and pay a visit.. haha and yup all of u are welcomed to my open house ( God knows when is it.. haha ) I'll update all of you .. ^^ erm nth much happened besides this.. coz have been busy shifting around and exms.. so dont hv much time for things to happen.. and Yea! i am improving in my foosball.! haha..

I went bak to school dat day.. saw a lot of teachers and juniors.. Looking at school.. really miss school.. Cant go back to those time where we sit in class and chit chat... and play around.. I really miss those times.. Aih. So ppl enjoy ur time in school.. you would realli miss school when u're in college.. I know when you're in school that time.. you will really feel boring and dont feel like going to school.. and wish u're in college rite? but let me tell you .. college life isn't that fun.. ( yea but i have to admit it is at times xD ) at times u really wish you wouldnt grow so fast.. sorry crapping but its true! ask all the ppl who is in college.. They'll tell you that for sure.. That's why i always like to go back to school and have a look ..

Okay I'll stop writing here.. Time to rest.. =) cya ppl... Before that. Here's some pictures took in college.. only a few.. sorry yea.. hehe

haha... this is the most famous game in Help.. and its not only the guys you noe! the girls are pro at it also.. o.O erm.. But i m kinda addicted to it.. but its fun honestly ... Not like hitting the ball around.. and score.. but they have tactics and its really nice. ^^

Erm that's me with vinshern in the bus.. I wasn't ready.. haha..

Something that's really meaningful..

When you love a person, the things that you want the most is that the person to be happy.
Sometimes you just had to let go eventhough how much you love the person..

Letting the person go and seeing her happy and to make sure that she is not making a wrong choice.. really means a lot..

Sometimes is just hard.. but Its not wrong letting him or her go just to see them happy..

Its hurting.. but it definitely worth it if you can see the person you really love being happy..

When you really love a person, that doesnt mean you have to be with the person.. but instead thinking for him or her whats best for them. Including seeing them achieve in life and getting a happy life or even being with someone else who can brings her happiness. Feel for them and be happy for them, think for them.

Sometimes.. you even have to pretend that you moved on already just so that the person you love wouldnt know about it and to make them feel comfortable and go on with their lifes.

And when there's and opportunity .. really have a think on it... If its something which you really want.. and something which you had long for.. Go for it.. dont Deny. You will be the one who end up suffering.. Never let go an opportunity if you had it..

Not too emo xD

Haha.. i have been receiving lots complain bout too emo.. xD haha well.. Guess what? I am going to have my First term EXAM coming! haiyo.. haha on 24th may.. if not mistaken.. but lets look on the brightside.. I HAVE LIKE 1 whole month of holidays! muahaha.. isnt it fantastic? haha life in college isnt that bad after all.. and I am SO SO looking forward for it.. after the one month hols.. i will have my 3 weeks break in Aug again! haha.. Great.. but probably i'll get bored. So lets come out wif ideas.. trips! kk.. exam first.. =) xw me got not much pics to update you adi o. erm wait la i'll put in some pics took when i was in mid v that day.. That nellie took one.. erm. And yea ppl.. my house phone's changing .. I am shifting to Taman Bukit segar nx week.. i also dunno which day.. i guess it's thursday.. so well do come for my open house yea =) if there is la.. haha. erm Today its my last class for my Lan subject Malaysian Studies.. Mr. Al.. so gonna miss him.. He's dam funny and let me tell you.. You'll nvr ever sleep in his class. haha uh no fight wif our moral lecturer.. x.x our moral lecturer is sososososo boring.. And today again i had my fusball game.. wel nth much to update you all wif .. well a few pics =) here....

haha.. there's my pic of my dog.. well sleeping on the bed.. cool huh? haha.. he sleeps on the bed every morning.!! like wat ru jin says.. his life is even better than mine.. ( sad right )

well dont ask me who is beside .. haha.. shhh.. just ignore it. =)

Well this is Nellie!! erm thinny! haha.. erm that was very random actually.. was wif eme, han , yoe and her in mid v.. she loves Cam horing haha is it how u spelled it? erm yup that was during last friday .. in Char Chan Teng i guess..

kk thats.. all .. byezz

Tired day..

Hey ppl!.. why tired? o.O went futsal today.. wif Satya, Thush, Wei yu, Timmy, Alex, Y.hoo well.. its only 7 ppl.. haha how to play futsal wif 7 ppl rite? well we managed.. and it was quite a fun one.. hv to play bare footed coz my shoe.. ( passed away ) haha.. and now.. my feet ache.. well today nth much happen.. as its only like 7 pm now. Emo time haven come ^^ hehe.. waiting parents for dinner.. and yea yesterday went pavilion wif my mum.. i saw Su Ching there wif her bf... well if u all dunt know who is she, she's my senior.. she still looks the same.. didnt change much.. haha nic.. is not that i like pavilion la. Is that coz my mum wants to go so she asked me along so i followed. There's actually nth much in pavilion.. things too exp. But yea managed to have a great lunch at a Japanese restaurant. ( well i actually forgot wats the name of the shop..) but it was nice.. the deco and the food.. erm at nite i went to pub.. erm not pub la .. so called bistro wif my parents. they hv to meet some of their friends.. I was so so BOred there. All the time was playing pool.. Glad that there's a pool table there. Bk at home around 2.30am? i think.. erm and i signed a petition today.. To ppl who read my blog.. if u are free.. spare a few mins and sign this petition ya. Thanks! Its regarding the rights of the artists.. Here.. http://www.petitiononline.com/at1357/petition.html

Well today i read my horoscope in the star news paper.. Actually i dont believe it but.. dunno why today too free and have a look on it.
It says that - Just when you were about to let go some long-held dreams, along comes a guardian angel to remind you why you had such high hopes in the first place. So what to do ? Give up or go on? Trust the voice within. There lies your answers.
It was quite true.. But yet i still could not find my answers... To give up or go on? What to do? I always tell myself that its worth it to go on and that's what i always wanted.. but to be realistic.. and to hear what other ppl had said to me.. I doubt myself.. To give up? but again and again.. i could not give up. And again I will end up Going on..

kay.. going for dinner.. thanks for reading ! and Remember to sign the petition =)

Another day...

Erm.. well nowadays dunno why always feel like posting.. erm.. today's friday classes ended at 12pm .. they planned to go mid v after that. yea be4 that i went to planet movers.. then while waiting for nel and tung.. i went spinky.. Had my fusball game.. well kinda addicted to it.. ( shuldnt get addicted.. ) uh.. but yea then finally we left help at 3.. ate lunch at kim gary.. Dunno why didnt feel realli nice, was a bit emoing... Sorry ya han, nel, yoe, and tung.. erm but was okay after it.. then han asked the shop Dragonfly in mid v regarding the .. tattoo... LOL .. it was expensive! uh.. rm300 for like 3 words.. no way i m getting one.. then went for movie.. Erm actually till now i also dunno wats the movie called.. the title of the movie.. hehe.. Tung didnt join us for the movie.. yea. The movie was okay la.. was quite mysterious but it was a long one. I didnt manage to finish the movie.. i left during the ending becoz was rushing home.. and to go bak to help to get Sakai the book.. haha. I forget to buy for her twice adi.. if forget again.. she'll kill me! nah guess she wont read it.. so nvm lah . haha .. well now I am kinda relaxing after a whole tiring day.. haha and eme! i'll guess your tricks.. the one u gave us during the lunch.. yea. okay.. signing out.. Cya. And to ppl who actually reads my blog.. sorry for the boring deco.. >< hope you all dont mind.. byezz...

Normal day i guess...

Picture of me for my Poster...


well.. here i m again.. posting my 2nd post.. erm today's thursday. Just came bk not long ago.. got LAN - moral studies.. watching american idol actually . today's one is the American idol gives bk.. Actually seeing those unfortunate kids in Africa and Us.. who suffer Aids.. or those really poor families.. I felt really pity for them.. Seriously would hv called in to AI to donate to them if i can.. Aih.. erm ok ok .. today in college.. nth much happened.. OH yea .. i skipped class today.. haha.. Maths class. Erm its because we took a bit too much time eating and then.. it was raining quite heavily .. hope she would understand.. but yea. Today, i played fusball.. and i realli enjoyed it. I was okay today.. i guess but i m kinda emoing now.. Just thinking back.. I realli wish i could say out.. today u look okay.. was just frust u didnt reply my sms.. but I am fine.. i think. okay la tats all for today.. lights off!.

Pictures..

Me and Jay before Speech...

Well I dont have much pictures to update u all.. but yea.. here is one of that.. if i do have will post.. =)

My first post...

Hey.. this is my first post of my this blog.. Well why m I having this blog? That's because I think the best way is to write out.. since i got no where to let it out..

erm.. well this whole week really had been a tough week.. not only this week.. it had been going since last 2 to 3 weeks.. things really didnt went well and I was really stressed up.. the first thing that was really frustating was the election for the student council.. Me, Jamie and Nellie managed to pass through the interview. We went on to the campaign week.. It was really tough.. but to be honest it was realli a new experience.. printing posters and distributing flyers.. My first time.. and just because of the campaign... and doing posters .. i didnt manage to catch up much on my studies.. I missed quite a lot of my lessons and wasnt really paying much attention on my studies.. For the first time, I ponteng my class - Maths.. ooo haha Mdm. Lin's class.. but guess she wouldnt mind though.. actually didnt distribute much during that time also.. part of the time we went to DSA and play fusball.. lol. yea.. so well everything had already passed.. and yea speaking of happy moments.. after the elections.. few of us.. Eun, eme, jay and me.. ( dun ask why i m the only guy ... lols. ) went to mid v. actually it meant to be a celebration for jay's burfday.. but well after the election results.. guess jay and I didnt hv much mood adi.. but it ended up to be fun.. Jay was surprised ... wif the celebration.. and it probably cheered up the rest of her day. and yea we ate in Tony Romas.. ( i guess that's how u spelled it ) haha.. erm and then the nx few days nth much happened.. Busy again. but this time not anything to do wif elections or wtv things anymore but studies.. Gosh. Exams and mocks.. erm recently i just had my bio and physics exam.. erm Ms. Foong just scolded us today for our Bio.. just hope i m not one of the lowest.. Physics was quite okay today.. Okay ~ only . now actually i m reading my Chems.. Mocks on Wed.. my god.
Well .. these are basically all the "external" things that happened.. talking bout the "internal" .. it isnt any better.. I seriously dunno what am I hoping for.. I just wish that the day where i can say out wat i want to say.. But honestly it would be lying if i say i m not hoping for anything.. i do.. but at the same time i know it wouldnt happen. I know you all might just tell me to erm.. leave it or just stop hoping.. but it's easy to be said..! its hard to be done.. aih. Well, today i heard that one of my fren just broke up.. Well to you my fren, if you are reading, - Be strong and Do whatever that you think is best.. No one knows whats right for you.. but only yourself. Chill ya -
Okay probably I'll end here.. its long. o.O I'll write more nx time.. To make it a habit of updating.. Yoe remind me yea.. Lol.. I'll try to put pics, if i can..