Trips!...

sorry the past few days.. wasnt really free to update .. went to Port Dickson on friday and back on sunday.. Was suppose to come back on saturday to go for Yi May's party.. promised her. But my dad couldnt come to Pd to fetch me back.. so i didnt manage to go for the party and stayed in Pd for another day. PD was fun. Lots of things happened. haha.. Well... lotS... many unpredictable things happened.. haha. Some things didnt turn up well.. but the trip was fun overall. K let me tell in details bout the trip when i get those photos from yoe and jo first ya..

K today i went back to Help to help out CF. We gave out free drinks, bookmarks and also flyers bout CF meeting which is held every Friday. The objective is to promote CF to other students in Help. It turn out to be a successful one. But i had left Help earlier and couldnt help them clean up and pack things up. Sorry ya tung.. erm I went to KLCC today. had to meet my mum there later around 4.30 then met some of my frens from TARC. Swee, Juh Yan, Miow... erm long tme din see them alrd.. except Swee la.. It was fun. I joined them for a movie. HULK. the movie was kinda okay la.. but it was cold in the cinema! haha.. thats probably becoz i m wearing a short pants.. then one incident happened... Inside the cinema there's no line. My mum couldnt get my phone... and that time was around 4.30 alrd. She end up calling all of my frens to ask where i was.. I kinda get scolded when i was out from the cinema... >< erm i didnt noe that in the cinema there's no line.. aih but thats not my fault rite.. aih nvm. It didnt spoil my day yet.. haha...
and yeah! i bought a book.. by Jodi Picoult " The Tenth Circle " it looks interesting.. but i haven start reading it yet.. Tomorrow.. tired today..

That's basically all for today... =) i'll write bout the PD trip in details when i got those pictures ^^

Had a great day today ... haha..

haha.. today went Mid V wif the 3 sakais.. haha.. and watched the Kungfu Panda.. haha. It was super super funny. I am recommending you all to watch.. Honest it was super funny. Wat more if i m sitting right beside the sakai Eunice.. gone.. her laughter is the loudest in the cinema.. haha. But it was super funny. " Master Oogui" i guess that's how u spell it. hahaha.. Guess what is it? haha.. as usual we decide on where to eat for about an hour.. HOUR. haha we will nvr ever come out wif a decision and .. the most common answers among us is " anything " when asked where to eat. haha. Finally we end up at Tony Romas again. Actually who decided it also i dunno.. we just walked and end up in front Tony Romas and coincidence that time they are offering set lunch. so yea we end up there. Sorry la no pics.. then we went for that Kungfu Panda. haha AND one more thing.. We met a man who is Abdul Samad Said according to tung. hahaha. The first time we saw that man is when he is sitting down on one of the benches reading newspaper. haha Tung told us he was A.Samad Said. He was not la. But he looks like him coz of his white long beard. Then guess wat. When we came out from cinema we saw him walking out of the same Cinema.. hahahaha. A.Samad Said watch Kungfu Panda also? hahaha... Probably he is trying to get inspiration from that movie for his next poem? hahaha.. tung.. tung.. hahahaha..
Then we went to Char Chan Teng for tea.. then went bk. It was fun .. long time din see that sakai Eunice also.. still no change.. Still laff and laff non stop.. No wonder her friends plan to make a special device for her that can generate electricity from her laughing.. haha.. Great idea.
There goes one day of my holidays.. Time flies u see.. That sakai have exam so wont be meeting out again soon.. But wish you luck in your exams. Dun get ur scholarship revoked! Good Luck.. =) okay la have to do things alrd.. write again later =) will add a few pics of the Click 5 consert later..

In Genting..

Finally finished my exams! YAY.. haha.. lol erm finished my exams last 2 days and now enjoying my holidays.. 1 month.. o.O i think its a bit too long la.. It'll probably fun for the first two weeks but then.. after 3rd week.. i'll probably bored to death.. well now i m in Genting.. Tonight is the Click Five consert.. i'll be watching.. hehe.. now i m in starbucks sitting down .. nth to do so blog lor.. erm this holidays..

wat plans do i have? erm.. I'll be going to langkawi.. and Pd i guess. hectic holidays.. But hope i enjoy it.. wish i do.. Erm.. i went to CF yesterday.. and it was fun.. met a lot of new friends. erm they went genting today also.. hope they have safe journey yea..

okay la.. rui en if u are reading.. plan nx week la k? then let me know.. okay la i hv to go into room alrd.. =) cya all will update again

A Random one..

Hmm.. just suddenly felt like writing out what's in my mind.. just sitting down with my chemistry notes in front of me and my laptop.. well i havent been studying much these few days.. so i guess i hv to really buck up. cant lazy anymore. aih.
Actually Erm i wanted to reply a comment in friendster to one of my fren.. but i dunno something just stopped me when I began to type my first sentence. Then i just stopped typing and decided not to reply that comment.. uh weird. Its alrd 2.06am. and i m not feeling sleepy yet coz i drank coffee... i msged a few ppl but no one replied.. guess all slept alrd.
What should i do to fill up all my time during the hols? shuld i give tuition to my mum's fren and earn some money ? just an option.. hmm... or just relax ? aihh..
okay .. i shuld continue studying..

I already made my choice...

This is something different from the previous post.. even though both of it is written on the same day and same time..

I am still thinking bout the post i wrote last time.. the one where i said..

" sometimes it's worth it if you sacrifice for the one you love just for the sake of his/her good. "

yea it is obviously a good thing to do if you're doing it for the sake of his good.. but its really easy to say..
Think about it.. to give up something that you really love.. or something that you might already have in hand.. you just have no choice but to release it.. you have to lie to him/her that you didnt want anything to do with the person anymore but actually in deep in your heart you love that person .. you care about that person.. but yet you just have let it go... so that you wont hurt the person .. so that the person will have a better life.. Is it really worth it letting the person go and let yourself and the person suffer... ? You really wish to tell the person what's actually happening and have the person by your side.. but you just cant do so and so because of that.. time and time you shut him down again and again when the person tries to approach you and to find out what's happening. .... Does it actually worth it?
Or by sharing the pain and the hardships together with the person eventhough knowing that there'll be no future between you two? that you cant give the person happiness in life? By sharing with the person .. you'll not have to suffer the loss of each other.. and probably go thru the pain and problems together? Which way is better?

Is sacrificing yourself for the sake of the person's future a better way or is by sharing all the probs and pain wif the person is a better way? I still couldnt really find my answer on which is better...

but for me... If i ever end up in a situation where I have to make a choice between the either ways ... I already know which way I'll be taking.. and i have no doubt about my choice..

I believe that it doesnt matter whether the length of time that both of you are together is long or short or whether both of you will live long together a not.. the thing that matters the most is the time both of you spent together.. That's most important. The happy moments and all the obstacles that both of you had passed thru together is what matters most. There's no use if both of you spend most of the time together but not being happy. You can never bring away a person .. but you can always bring happy memories that both of you spent together... That's what I always believed.

Something that i learnt .. today..

No matter how hard or how suffering are you .. or no matter how bad is the thing or situation that you're going to face .... They don't come to you for no reason. Each and every problems or hardships that you faced... every one of them come to you for a reason. No matter what the outcome is.. It just depend on how you face it..

After you had went thru everything... eventhough the outcome is the worst.., when you look back at it.. you will feel like everything was like a nightmare.. and you'll feel that there's still things for you to cherish.. and there you see brightness again. Its not that bad after all.. there's still smething worth for you to fight on for.. and that's the thing that will drive you on in your life..

Sorry ya...

sorry ya ppl... nowadays having exam thats why got no time updating =) i'll update again after my exams ^^